My very first blog entry!! I really can’t believe I’m actually typing this (LOL). I’ve been wanting to do this for about a year. But as always and like with everything I’ve always wanted to do in life – I’m always scared to just go for it and do it! I’m scared of failure, the outcome, rejection, what people may think, and frankly, the commitment! I finally had the courage to just do it and I figured if all fails, it will be a journal of our lives that I can look back on.  A journal of this beautiful life I have the opportunity to live with two precious little gifts I’ve named Milania & Shepherd, and a committed husband I love more than he knows.

I’m really not sure where I want to go with this. I guess just wherever it takes me! Maybe it’s some sort of outlet for me.

My husband has been very successful in his business. I’ve always been committed to him (my hubby) and my babies.  I realized that I was meant to be a mother the moment I saw my little girl for the first time. Realizing that motherhood  was truly my calling, my passion and what I was meant to do in life was such a rewarding feeling for me. As I stated before, I have always been afraid to just go for it. So whatever passion I had in my past life, I would never accomplish it or get anywhere. Of course still LOVE so much being a mother and wife. I pray over my babies every day. Being a stay at home mom is one of THE greatest gifts God (and my husband) have ever given to me. I would not want anyone else raising my babies except for me and in my own ways. So to be given that opportunity is something my heart will forever be grateful for.

They are growing up fast though!  So lately I’ve found myself wanting to have something or do something on the side while I raise them and stay committed to this family. I have wondered at times if it may have to do with the fact that my husband has been successful (all the praise to HIM) and I’m just tagging along for the ride with him. (LOL)

Don’t get me wrong, I’m so grateful for my life that words cannot express it. But God knows my grateful heart. It’s not so much of being in his shadow sort of thing, but more of how much admiration I have for him. He started a business 5 years ago and so far it has blown up!!!  I say {so far} because that is how I live my life. I am never too sure, too confident or too secure about the fact that the business will always be that successful. We are never promised anything and so you just never know how life will be in a year or 6 months from now. It’s how I stay humble.

Looking back and his determination and drive is very admiring. It’s really the inspiration for writing this first initial blog entry.

And so, I’ve decided to finally just “go for it” starting out with this blog…. Which is huge for me!!  In a way, if all goes well and this blog is interesting to people – I hope to inspire others and connect with some maybe living in a similar situation and going through the same seasons of life {hinting on my blog name, which I will write about soon}

I hope you stay tuned to see if I’m able to juggle this as well as being mommy to toddlers, supportive wife to my husband’s crazy hours, keeping faith on top and maintaining to live a healthy fashionable lifestyle!

 

Thanks so much for reading

Cinthya